September Lost

My sweet child whom I have never met, the love, the sorrows are within and kept. I can no longer detain the pain, the anger, the grief, release and detach, executed from my womb, in my heart and mind is beyond belief. There's no question concerning my love for you, I carry you in my heart as well as my soul. I breathe the remembrance that my mind will allow, for the short time I held you from within. I treasure each moment as time goes on, I often wonder would it be my eyes or my smile you would carry on. As the night falls and the day must come to an end, I often think of you. As the months go on and we come upon September, I feel this tremendous lost, my eyes how they tear, my heart how it aches, Remembering the miscarriage and when it took place. My sweet child have no worries, when its my time to be with you again, There will be no reason or force to tear us apart again. I then will place that long lost kiss upon your face and once you’re in my arms, Mommy promise she will be with you for eternity.