Self Revlations-Tribulations

Self Revelations-Tribulations Lord I didn’t lose belief in you My intentions for not coming to your place or visiting your home Was for I had consolations that had to come to understand on my own I bare no doubt into the pattern you place into my life For you inputted a design that so unique I couldn’t mist what made you put so much work into me I was shaking my head than yelling thank you lord Scrubbing floor instead of chasing teen-age boys Trying to push forward by loving education Young woman trying to explore In my mine I thought I was being me Prayers begin to praise I’m saying not me stop glazing at me Don’t bawl heads down for me Cover my face for they could see God shame, shame for me I aloud dark clouds to hover over me I believe in you so strongly My morals they begin to shadow my beliefs I did know there would be troubles along the way I just didn’t know that my own family would take so much away I work so hard to rise I tried so hard individuals could see my eyes were getting so tried But they spoke to you because stranger new I was hiding me Working so hard to raise above the family you gave me Yes lord it hurt me to face reality I felt pain for so many days But you allowed me to sleep when times my haunted soul used to awake I understand you give but than you have to take No mistakes I used a lie to console my mine My heart wanted to try Metaphor instill in me my mine strong my hearts just weak But you working on me Tears they have to come, hurt has to maintain But never lose faith in your lord saver name