Self-loathing
Deep down inside, I carry this constant self-loathing,
It's more than just a passing feeling—it's like a heavy burden I can't shake.
Some days, I struggle to eat, going without proper meals,
And I avoid looking in the mirror, skipping makeup to avoid facing myself.
I seem to ruin every relationship I have,
Hurting the people I care about the most in the process.
I always find myself craving validation from others,
And I hate how clingy and immature I can be at times.
I used to think this was a phase, something that would pass with time,
But it's only getting worse as days go by.
I feel like I'm drowning in my own self-hatred,
And I don't know how to break free from this suffocating feeling.
Copyright © Denisa-Mihaela Nechita-Nistor | Year Posted 2024
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