Seek the Weakness (Part 1)

I have come to the conclusion that I am weak For this weakness an antidote I desperately seek Find me a cure Make me 100% pure But where do I look Notice how much time it took Christ it's frustrating Double aggravating Triple devestating Done anticipating Time has come to confront this plague I don't know what it is and the feeling is vague Jeez its like workin on my first geometry lesson To get an answer I must first start with a question Why am I depressed? Why am I stressed? Why do I try my best, to be best dressed? Why do I frown a lot? Why are my braids tighter than knots? Who am I trying to impress? Like there's an "S" on my chest? I'm obviously sick My worries are thick My patience is getting thinner I am a sinner Ahhhhh!! baby this is crazy No time to be lazy My eyes on the prize even though the vision is hazy As I start to reminisce About my first kiss There was no better discovery than this There it was right in front of me How could I not see In and out of love how could this be? My inner weakness revealed itself, came out of it's shell My weakness came in the form of a Female...