See Me

You say “I like your hair” Thanks but do you know whats going through my mind? You look me in my face and lie But do you see the tears in my eyes? All in my pictures on my phone But do you know what kinds of conversations i go through? Do you know? Do you know? Really, do you? See I feel like lifes inmate Locked behind all this confusion, trying to escape On my face is a smile But its only a “free trial” If I see somthing else go My real feeling will show Would you be suprised if i told you im not as happy as I make out to be? I promise this 2k10 year has given me a rude awakening to reality! 9.18.10