Second Thoughts

Second Thoughts by Kenny Davis I find my feelings for you, I am having second thoughts My many battles with my emotions are among the hardest I have fought The games and mixed signals, enough to throw the C.I.A. off All of the tests and reading of minds, leads me to find out that I am better off Words thought to be once dripping with passion Said to have come from a love that was thought to be everlasting Little did I know that I was fooling myself Into thinking it was love, when it was something else Wearing my heart on my sleeve, I jumped in head first Not only getting my heart broken in the process, not only it bled, it bursts Little did I know, the one who put my heart through the stress Didn't take time to pick up the pieces or clean up the mess Saying one thing, doing another, forcing me to think again Forcing me to look at someone I knew twice, forcing me to blink again Maybe it was all in my head, just my imagination Maybe it wasn't love after all, just merely an infatuation Maybe I had it all wrong, just a misunderstanding Maybe I was just too naive, or maybe a little too demanding Shouldn't have ignored my instincts, should have followed my gut Now we're both in too deep and I find myself stuck Do you love me? I guess, perhaps, maybe so If I have to question if you do at all, then answer is no If you showed a love, of one that's to last Then you wouldn't have to say a word and I wouldn't have to ask If there was love in your actions, show me some sign There would be no questions or concerns, no doubt in my mind How you can lie to my face, when I look into your eyes It is this difference between your actions and your words that forces me to think twice © December 2014 k.davis