Searching For Myself

FROM THE GREAT FIREFALL I CAME, IS PAIN BETTER THAN THE GRAVE, I CROSSED SEAS OF BLAME, WE WERE DRINKING BEAUTY WITH OUR EYES, DEEP INSIDE MY BLOOD BEGINS TO SPOIL, LIKE A LION IN A CAGE MY REGRETS ARE FULL OF RAGE, MY HALO OF THORNS HAD ME MISTAKEN FOR AN ANGEL, I POUND MY FEET TO THE GROUND, ONLY TO KEEP UP WITH THE BEAT OF MY ANCESTORS, OUR PATH BEFORE US WAS WRITTEN IN STONE, WASHED AWAY BY STORMS OF UNKNOWN, I SCATTER MY ASHES AROUND THE MOON, WILL IT COME BACK AS ME OR A FLOWER IN BLOOM ?