Scattered Emotions

Locking up the chambers in the heart. Lost. Rain and tears. Hurtful memories. Joyful memories making me cry. Focusing on sorrow. Trying to be bad. Failing. Frustration. Loneliness. A quiet place. A sad song. The voice touches more than the song. Rewind. A line that makes me cry. Going back over and over again. Reminiscences. A long forgotten conversation. A promise. Joy. Laughter. Beautiful moments. The touch. The loving glare. A fading smile. Sparing of words. A broken promise. Hopes. Prayers. Attempts. Reaching out. An empty hand. Despair. Tears. Vacuum. Recluse. A preoccupied mind. Melancholy. Ramblings of the brain. An outlet. Poetry. Relief. Placid exterior. Sickness of the heart. Open wounds. Grey. Clouds. Thunder. Rain. Wind. Storm. An eerie silence. A new place to live. A new purpose. Red lilies. Spring. Love trying to step in. Fear. Hurtful memories. Anger. Escape. Love trying to step in again. A locked room. Can't find the keys. Bitterness. Tears. A faded picture. An old scar. Longing. A forlorn hope. An imprisoned soul.