Say Goodbye To Regret

Say Goodbye to Regret.... Often times I wonder what if we never met? Would I have never suffered years of self hatred & regret? Looking back should have known nit sure when the truth blurred You hurt me so bad the feeling goes way beyond mere words If 2 worlds never came together whi knows and whos to say Leaving me with a pain that never really fully goes away I trusted you perhaps I simply refused to fully SEE Than came betrayal followed by you making a fool of ME Was she worth it? HOMEWRECKER so full of envy & jealousy Did you FORGET one minor detail that you HAD a FAMILY? I TRUSTED you gave you everything wrapped around my heart Slowly but surely your shallow LIES tore it all apart Thought I knew YOU did I simply chose not to SEE? What was so special about her that you chose her over ME? We took a vow I waz gours you were suppose to be MINE Was she convienant being there right place & right time? Cant believe how you could look me deeply in the eyes Should have listened to my instincts instead of believing LIES YOU got the easy way I was left to do my best & survive I got to sit around self destruct all ALONE and just cry OUR daughter almost 3 yrs old barely a month shy Night after night her tiny voice asking me Mommy WHY? Now FOREVER she will question eveything Men do or say Possibly you did us a favof that fateful cold November day Your lies torre down the 8 years together that WE built Im choosing to let go NO LONGER beat myself up with the guilt Now my life is HAPPY a wonderful Man I have finally met I have moved on forgiven you but my heart shall never forget No more wasted thoughts Time to free myself from REGRET