Searching for something I can’t find
Hoping God soon blesses me now
Faith growing weaker with each new problem,
Anger within me due to the past and pain,
Been blocking all the sadness until now,
It keeps seeping through my heart and soul,
And the more I try to seal the cracks,
The more they seem to appear.
Caught in a war zone
And all the bullets
Are headed toward me,
And they are only hitting my heart,
But yet I won’t bleed
Just kill me now,
Why watch me suffer this pain?
I don’t see what there is to gain.
Tired of seeing this pouring rain
Let me bleed,
Let the pain bleed through my soul,
That I may get rid of it for good
I can say I’m truly unhappy
And want to find happiness again.
Someone save me from this crazy abyss