Satin Sheets

theres a million things my heart feels now if i could write them all down i would but how can you put words to something that gave you everything and tore it all apart I guess love is funny like that the endurance of pain somehow makes you feel more love and have more love to give but the emptiness inside makes you feel worthless like all you worked for everything we meant has just gone in a blink of an eye I know I hurt you bad but you gave me something something no-one can ever take away a gift that you deposited deep in my soul you gave me courage to believe again a reason to smile warmed me with your love and now i have to live without it live without you although you are distant and far away as it seems when the wind comes i'l feel your presence when the sun shines i'l feel you warm touch when it rains i will smile and remember those moments you held me through those long winter nights