Running a Way

How did I get to where I am? When too much words I learn to express When expose is in no way plan How did I live so much to feel so less? If I wanted to run I would've walked Yet the more I've walked the lesser I run Dare I say beyond piles I flocked And the more were the terrible realization of fun I knew it wasn't me I know Yet a me... I came to learn to embrace Sitting back to realize how life unfold I wonder are there too much past for me to chase? Can I know what I am at the moment? I sat and I thought and I don't really know I really don't know and I don't have reasons Rather... I feel I'm always doing as I'm told How did I get to where I am? How did I live so much to feel so less? Again and again I express my tomorrow's plan Have I a tomorrow with no longer the guess?