Rudderless

Your flesh was never warmer to my passion(quote) My passion was more than you could have deal with My love of poetry writing, is my secret weapon I am not gifted, I am black, however I am motivated by words, I have never found them too difficult to string together, But to make sense of them, that is another matter Sometimes I think I am madder at life situation than an the Madhatter I love to think that I am in love, But this love thing doesn’t love me, My mood at my age can change like night and day And as the saying goes, I can't come out to play on a rainy day (no way) Loving from a distance, and loving from the heart is also risky, These are times when ones have to reach for the bottle of whiskey, Sometimes, I think I am winning, but sometimes I have to take a step back And recharge, because living in a fantasy world of lies, sex and video links, Can be extremely dangerous, like the mixing bleach, Words from his lips in his native tongues, easily soften my heart, (today my heart is racing for you) Such poetic, sound, I love to watch as he cleanses his body For forty-five minutes, all I could think of to say to him had you ever thanked God for such a blessing: His smile said it all. I release my eggs: because of the poetic gesture: My birthday will be in five days, My age is reducing, because of feelings, Somehow my body seem to be laughing at the calculation (?? Rudderless!! But to hell with it , I am not docking no time soon Ama is on her way to ….