Roller Coaster of Emotion

I got on the Roller Coaster of emotion It started slowly How hard could it be I laughed in the face of danger As it tentatively moved forward I began to feel dread What have I got myself into? There before me a steep drop The coaster stood there for a moment My heart pounding in my chest Fear screaming in my head My voice silent Downward picking up speed I felt my stomach in my throat Eyes closed Butt cheeks clenched Up the other side Adrenilane coarsing through my veins Excitement, feeling alive Dropping turning twisting Crying, screaming laughing Exhilaration The ride ends so soon Dissappointment To the back of the line Boredom as I await my turn Another chance to feel alive Do it all again Thrill is gone No longer surprised No more anticipation I might as well have taken the train I head out in search of another ride I want to feel something Anything Not sure what I will find