Risque

risqué holds her/his special & private fascinations behind the closet door of her/his heart, wanting to let it all out, wanting to share her/himself with another in order to confirm that these feelings are ok, that all the little seemingly irrelevant to others but wondrously unique qualities of the self come in colors & shapes within the nether regions of all our blood & if s/he could just muster the courage to come out & ask someone to listen, or to express to the world without the expectation that they will, possibly, quite possibly, a therapeutic feeling might begin to quench the dissatisfaction with being.