Rise of the Psychotic

I’m being sucked into the void of darkness Another trip into the realms of hell Doctor’s magic formulas cease to be recognised As swirling mists descend on my brain As the depression deepens Psychotic thoughts and abnormal behaviour patterns begin to appear Spreading like a mischievous threatening epidemic The fight begins between the irrational and rational Like a battle between Gods angels and Satan’s demons Negativity intrusion feels so strong and wild Positivity is left weak and lost in sorrow This inner war is nearing an end The thoughts of darkness begin to mock and rejoice As self awareness weakens and is ready to surrender Psychotic Depression is triumphant once more Then the time comes in my life, a turning point of power A witness to a new life of my pure angel born My first tear of happiness in a life lacking in positive emotion This is my killer of Depression and Rise of the Psychotic Conflict evaporates into insignificant pieces For how long, who can be sure? But for now my battle is won Yet the war may rage on in time as fragments of pain still ponder inside