Right Now

Life is what we make it to be its gonna be real hard if you don't see with you're heart i been here before feeling like my lens out of focus im gettin so tired with trynna define who i am thoughts pour in, swarm like a locust calm before the wake the dam will eventually break when i close my eyes the terror of right from wrong where will i land? where do i stand? can i be that man, youre more then proud with? what if my actions bury me in sand with nothin but my head stickin out the ground? from crawlin to walkin to paralyzed, rigamortis i cant afford this goin back and forth with thoughts grazing in this field like a cow where to pack the fork in? so much beef, turn it kosher you even listening? got the headphone chord in amazing how one poem can make me cordial so i write with hopes to one day record it an travel the world with the one who's most important there we go another topic far from one to be bored with 2 years ago never thought i could meet you, you made me go crazy, crazy in love that is after one year all good things come to an end but really the end to me just means the beginning of something better look at where we at now, it can only get better about to make the biggest decision in life amazing how it changes the weather skin so thick 26 years and my exterior is something like leather some things i say can get the better side of me but know the only reason i have that better side of me, is because of you and the things you do, that you may never even knew ,actually inspire me so lets Push Through