Right Now

I feel it deep within me, This growing void inside, I don’t know how to quench it, Or make the gap subside, I feel so lost and so confused, I don’t know where to turn, I want to see the light again, Without watching all things burn. I want to see his face again, I want to hold him near, I wish he knew I loved him loads, I’d shout it loud and clear. Time goes by I realize I’ll never hear his voice, I sit in tears all on my own with lonely thoughts of death, A razor is kissing my wrist and pills causing my veins, Dear lover help me as I am all that’s left.