Right Here Right Now

Silence and serenity are what I really need Through our fears and insecurities are goals and dreams will bleed My mind is just so scattered I can't explain how I feel Sometimes I have to ask myself if all of this is real I doubt myself daily, constantly gasping for air And life continues moving, not giving it a care The feeling of this weight always baring on my chest I struggle to support it, I'm just praying for a rest I'm losing this battle but i've already lost the war Cause anytime I find an opening its just a slamming door The feeling everytime, leaving me with a bruised face So I just ignore the doors and I give up the chase I'm crazy, dilussional, don't know whats going on We're right here right now but in a second we'll be gone