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IF ONLY I HAD SAW WHAT WAS COMING TO ME IF ONLY I COULD GO BACK TO CORRECT THE THINGS THAT I HAVE DONE. MY MOTHER ALWAYS GAVE MORE THAN SHE COULD WHAT DID I DO ACTED LIKE A SPOILED BRAT AND SHOWED NO APPRECIATION. HAD GOOD FRIENDS TREATED THEM LIKE DIRT AND IGNORED THEM THEY WERE THERE IN THE HARD TIMES. BUT WHAT DID I DO MISTREAT AND ABUSE THE FRIENDSHIP TAKING THEM FOR GRANTED. NOW I AM AROUND PEOPLE WHO COULD CARE LESS ABOUT ME AND WHAT COULD HAPPEN TO ME. I DIDN'T APPRECIATE WHAT WAS AROUND ME OR SHOW MY GRATITUDE. ALL I DID WAS BE BITTER AND HAVE AN ATTITIUDE. NOT CONSIDERING THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE THINGS I DID. THEY WERE LOYAL TO ME BUT I WASN'T LOYAL TO THEM. THE LITTLE THINGS I DID RECOGNIZE BUT THE BIG THINGS I DIDN'T PAY ATTENTION. TO THE THINGS THEY DID FOR ME AND WITH RECOGNITION. IF ONLY I COULD MAKE IT RIGHT AND START OVER AGAIN DO THINGS DIFFERENTLY. THE THINGS I SAID AND THE THINGS I DID I WANT TO DO BETTER BUT THAT STUBBORNESS WON'T LET ME. IF ONLY I COULD TAKE BACK ALL THE THINGS I DID TO THE ONE I LOVE DO HIM RIGHT AND SHOW MY LOVE AND APPRECIATION. TELL HIM HOW MUCH HE MEANS TO ME AND LOVE HIM UNCONDITIONALLY. I PUSHED UNTIL NO ONE WAS THERE ALL ALONE ANS FULL OF TEARS I WISH I COULD REACH OUT AND SHARE. BUT I AM FEARFUL I WILL DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN AND MESS UP SOMETHING SPECIAL.