Result Is Zero

Silence..... is killing me, noise....... I can't endure! Yet I can't deny This companionship, Happy.... I am not. Not a reason to Grieve either, what is all this, I do wanna know but, I get The result as zero! Something is wrong. I am not normal, I do wanna speak, but My lips are sealed. Deep inside There is a big confusion, I wanna Know, but my result is zero! Loneliness is the dire need with a sweet, Melodious song Get away how can I say? It's all muddled.... with no Result but a ray of hope, Hope that nothing is wrong! Will I be the same? I do wanna know. I can't get the answer but only a zero! I'm no more zippy The zeal is lost, tears frickling Down, yet the smile is on What's happening, I wanna know. The result I get is...... zero! What to do, what not to I think and think & think Still I can't get the conclusion Only these feelings.... in a Wrong combination.