Result the Battleground

The wind is howling like a massive storm inside. Can’t let it out, can’t hold it in. Yes, I am fed up but don’t know how to flush it out. Like I am entangled in the chocking ropes. I know, it’s a difficult journey, I have to deal with it. The fear is killing me, though I am sure I'll live it up. I am sinking from dawn till shuddering dusk. The result would scare me or would it be a good luck? I turn around to see my hopeful beloved family, Their love, their faith further scares me! If I don’t make it! Would everything go away? Yes, it scares…...I feel I am about to fray! I am strolling in dark, maybe I will fall someday. I wonder what will go away and what will stay! Maybe I am finished, may be on cloud nine. I worked hard; the success should be mine! Every thing seems so lifeless and hollow. Do you feel the vacuum around, which might swallow! I want to be positive; I want to touch the stars. For every dedicated student, I want to leave a mark. I know this isn’t the end, lot more to go. Lots of happy moments are waiting in a row! Lots more to achieve, lots more to show. STILL, why this heart thumps and why am I following the dark shadow!