Replacement

who can I talk to when no one cares who holds me when no one is there how do I express myself if no one wants me to share my faith is strong but emotions make me weak sometimes all day sometimes all week I cry while I'm awake I cry myself to sleep I cry on the inside all I feel is defeat I don't want to give up but I feel like I've already been beat no reward at the end no big blue ribbon just me and the emptiness no one's missing not missing me not missing my face not missing my conversation I have no place there are no ties there are no strings only pain I feel but no one sees or no one wants to see they are blinded cold and alone never leaves everyday I'm reminded thank God for God who can forgive mistakes that's true love NEVER forgotten simply erased lessons learned with time so set your pace I'm just looking for love not to be replaced.