Remember

I want to remember this moment. How you made me feel. Pretending that we are close again, But knowing it’s not real. I want to remember the lies- How you plagued me with mistrust. The way your words rang clearly, They were full of hatred and disgust. I want to remember the poetry written. How you make my writing sound. I was never truly lost, I was just looking to be found. I want to remember who you claim to be. How you are a hero who was disguised. I find that hard to comprehend, You are always victimized. I want to remember our beginning. How you turned it into the end. Finally getting to be myself, Not having to defend. I want to remember this moment. How you made me feel. Pretending we are close again, But knowing it’s not real.