Regretful Choice

At the tender fetal age of six weeks old, fingers, toes, & a heartbeat he had I've been told. It continues to hurt so deeply & bad. This is why I still regret & get so mad! For a precious life I stupidly terminated, had only I used common sense & avoided becoming impregnated. I truly wish I could undo my wrong, but only prayer & God help keep me strong. For it's already been several years, but that selfish act still brings me to tears. Often I wonder how he would look & be... perhaps a spitting image of me? Obscurity, remorse, angst, & pain, are few of many emotions that in my heart will sadly remain.