Reflection

My wounds that should heal by now still hurt with affliction. Tears drops flow from my eyes like if they are in a mission to make a river. I want to scream to the fours walls of my room but its like i don't have a voice. I have created this intense desire to push the walls in my life that avoid me from being free. Its like i have poison in my blood Poison that seems its not lethal. If can release it and all evil inside of me with this depression. Release without blood and just heal these wounds. I want a hug. I want love Someone to understand me but it seems like the Lord is the only one that stands by my side. The only loyal one that never leaves me or betrays me in my moments of anguish. Confused I am and in a war with my own self. If its friendships or boyfriends that affects me one way or another. It hurts my feelings. They say i have is issues like if they don't. One day i will be free from this destruction that want defeat me. One day i will smile to those walls and peace will fill my soul. Harmony will smile at me and true friendship will be my best friend. Love will be my left hand and the Oh Mightily Lord in the right hand as my guide.