Reevaluate

There's no one on this earth that's perfect Not even me I make mistakes daily Yes I do Trying to be impressive To this world In my heart a lost little girl Trying to be a people pleaser Instead of a firm believer I've been misunderstood Yes I have Let my good outweigh my bad Im coming to a conclusion Who am I Im more than what meets the eye I just want to know Why me though I've falling weak Within in myself Making sure I put on an image For everyone else I want to be stripped down Of all the things I did Im asking Lord that you forgive Coming to mends Looking for friends That dont belong I was to told to stand Even if i had to do it alone I was in a position To listen To my heart Yet I chose my mind To lead And I was disaster Things started moving faster In my life I accepted a job That was not beneficial That I regret Only thing I receive is mistreatment and a check But im still there I question myself Have I looked inside and saw my wealth I reevaluate things that have tooken place Im in a better shape Than I've ever been before Yet people still see my faults Sometimes I feel lifeless like a plant waiting for a vault But then I think of his goodness And his blessings I got to stop blaming myself Stop stressing Over my past One thing about it trouble dont last At least not forever We can see sunshine in the midst of the weather This kind of reevaluation Causes for a celebration Celebrating times where we can be more Than what lies at the door An opportunity that we never saw coming Im ready im tired ?? of running I want to walk in the right direction The hardest thing to do Is depend on you No relying On nothing but the truth That im lost and nothing without you Took a look in a book That's called the bible It gives us preparation for your arrival Tips for survival No half stepping Every day we are granted to live Is another blessing People are confused Becoming of this world That's turned wicked We all have to get that ticket ?? The one that's golden I want to be one of the chosen Not frozen With a cold Revaluation what can I do To improve On self Stop worrying about things I have no control over Not lucky like a four leaf ?? clover But more grateful Cant be hateful Have to represent love In the midst No different than when you're completing a test When you go in You give it your best Even when it feels like you will fail Know that you will prevail Build broken relationships Heal broken hearts Its a new you Therefore there's a new start Learn from life lessons That have occurred When you feel down Get reassured No matter how hard you try Dont stop just wait For the greatness When you reevaluate Written by:Concetta Hardnett 12/27/2015