Redoubtable Pestiferous Nemesis

Affliction with mental illness beasts sans, depression, panic/ anxiety obsessive compulsive disorder didst for most of my lix splitting life zap psychological state plagued with sweaty palms, irritable bowel syndrome, mind chatter constantly doth yip and yap, whereby extensive stretches of time bore cerebral torture housing invisible mailer daemon nemesis bubble wrap ping entire corporeal to suicidal ideations to escape once and for all asphyxiating, gamesomely hectoring imps, nauseating non-apparent trap regularly pitching emotional welfare to and fro, hither and yon, thence lashing out at self - summarized with the non medical term, yet descriptive word "snap" though a half dozen medications (listed as follows) alleviate sensation akin to feeling besieged, and pugilistic-ally rapped, yet (Quetiapine tab 300mg, Clomipramine cap 50mg, Fluoxetine cap 40mg, Fluoxetine cap 20mg, Busipirone tab 15mg, and Clonozepam tab 0.5mg) prior to prescriptive palliatives, aye experienced debilitating quality of life, thus I accept function-able, manageable unfortunate side effects such, viz thinning hair, necessity to take daily nap abdominal weight gain, where love handles replaced wash board stomach, adipose tissue not quite spilling o'er me lap so in summary burden of proof no longer tethers Sisyphean rolling rocks interestingly enough this figurative lid locks akin to sealing schizoid "Pandora box).