Reason Too Sad

Despair settles all around Doubts, worries, scares mark out the land Which way can normality be found? Hazy shadows blur my view All I have to live is you Where dreams fall down Where promises break My mind cries out Lost chances wasted Despair sometimes engulfs my mind Drowning my hope and killing my time Though sorrow lives here I push it back But when despair flares up I can't fight off its attack I sometimes listen too hard I sometimes reason too sad The fool I know I am Tries to find me in the stack Tries to smile while I cry Tries to bring light into my night Sometimes I listen to the song Sometimes I find the lyrics wrong But this life is what I am I just need someone to understand