Realization

One minute im standing on this road Not knowing where to go Im breaking the rules and running from law Ignoring my dad and dissin my ma I tired so many times to make things right To shead some light On my personal fight To find a reason to want to live But every time i did I never win Till i woke up one day With a choice to make You make success Or end up dead So i chose success Though i failed so many times I still got up just to try To find my peace And pave my path Even though i may not be that great at math I see a bigger equation That i should follow And if i dont find the answer I will start again Cuz i know i can Be anything i say i am With a few years down Im better now Im waking up And its funny how Im living a life With a fiance, a kid, and car I guess this how its suppose to be Happy or not im doing me And if you feel the need to criticize me Just look at my life How far I've come And you'll never believe This beautiful girl Who was lost in the world But brought herself back With not more to say As im on my way Im saying goodbye to yesterday