Ready To Burst

I'm so fed up with your wild accusations Over the top ridiculous speculations I don't have a secret life on this poetry site So no need to creep my page day and night I enjoy leaving comments on others poems While you grimace until your mouth foams I'm not cyber cheating through soup mail Stop taking righteous gulps from the holy grail So many poems profess my undying love to you Unjustified is the turmoil your putting me through Get some confidence, grow a backbone or two For your insecurities are not becoming on you Your thinking borders on paranoia, it's alarming While your indignation's are disturbingly disarming Are you clinically depressed, bi-polar or doing drugs Your invisible knife is raised while giving me hugs Don't want my friends husbands, co-workers or neighbor You thinking that causes me more pain then being in labor You think I'll sleep with anyone that gives me attention Damage YOU done to my psyche is beyond comprehension No man will ever love me, I'm just a plaything your said I'm aghast that these thoughts are even in your head It's the accuser who's usually doing the transgression Punishing others for their own sins, a sick oppression How can you say you love me, yet think the absolute worst The eggshells are no longer cracking, they are ready to burst My patience is withered, I'm furious and stressed to my core This mental abuse is killing me I won't tolerate this no more! "Sometimes walking away has nothing do with weakness, and everything to do with strength. We walk away not because we want others to realize our worth and value, but because we finally realize our own." ~ Robert Tew