Re: viewing the emotionally prosperous papa razz zee life I did not live

Re: viewing the emotionally prosperous papa razz zee life I did not live The following poetic account written more'n a dozen dirty dancing decades ago, while I (a socially withdrawn *****Sapiens) one indigent Yahoo groveled along (on a secret Msn within webbed wide netscaped world) along boulevard of broken dreams, whereby yours truly forced to eat crow quite challenging cuz wonky twittering angry birds alive and well darting hither and yon to and fro able, eager, ready, and willing to gouge out the eyes of one common Joe biden his time. Arduous agonizing affliction didst unrelentingly assault and assail... aghast to exhale... lest I would lose desperate clinging clutch held by more'n one but less than eleven bloodied cracked fingernail phantasmagoric phalange phallic like tendrils constricted stoppering me to whisper or wail against being swallowed courtesy COSMOFUNNEL into hello poetry tumblr (think Alice in Wonderland falling into rabbit hole) yawning abyss menacingly beseeched hmm...release could immediately curtail cumulative (lifetime's worth) travail freefalling at lightspeed, jump/ kick starting pirouetting unnervingly, unstoppably, unwaveringly... zipping into edge of night along the outer limits of the twilight zone defining, harboring lurking dark shadows spelling infinite black hole sun - hell buzzfeeding me where linkedin earthlinked hotmail of pinterest, suffering lovely bones would ail making minced meat out of me “poof” analogous to an imagine aery dragon vanish as guilt – courtesy didst hail analogous storm trooper peppering Pennsylvanian's psyche... with eternal jail time for eternity excluded option asper garden variety baby boomer male, albeit the father of deux darling daughters, the eldest (broke vow of silent communication), she reached out after months long hiatus telltale sign indications to accept genuine apology her biological father (me) culpability regarding destitution raged against hurtfulness, he affixed indelible psychological scars each etching indelible travail boomeranged back to yours truly duress during her impressionable years, she did rail and rant similar to countless previous conversations, the scale innocent intelligent progeny, we begat (myself and misses) financially ill prepared to provide respectable accommodations. Our "dirt poor" status detrimental livingsocial among affluent MainLine incomes luxe Lower Merion living costs fateful design neighbors cursed, ostracized, vilified... unsightly unkempt property (i.e. unmanicured) intolerant snobs didst malign child welfare services called NOT to dine, but emphatic for papa and mama to align dwelling safe and secure for minors and miners for a heart of gold yes, I attest despicable living conditions crowded house with Zison heirlooms owners - malignant hoarders did confine considerably reducing cubic feet, they relations of spouse evicted us ready to point carbine at temple...quicker than noose dead of winter 2010 near homelessness relocated within "roach motel" decline 'twixt omnipotent covalent carbonic, harmonic, opportunistic bond among our dynamics with offspring livid with rage, asper an inferno no divine comedy compounded by lascivious behaviour - mine to hasten dateline enduring helplessness, hardship being alive plus brandished carving knife against self witnessed...I assign poor marks as paternal parent, who bemoans loathsome impact...this papa gropes toward hotline writhing with agony worse fate than swallowing quinine!