Ramble 17

watching the tail lights fading i stood there and wondered did you ever consider staying or was it my latest blunder or were you just driving to clear your head or was this a convenient time to make your escape from all of the confusion, chaos or was there someone else at the other end that captured your heart or did the fear of growing old ignite a late, mid-life crisis or maybe you had forgotten something at the grocery or was i so consumed with ‘what if’ scenarios that i drove you away when you walked up and stood next to me watching the tail lights disappear and asked what was i doing, i realized then, that someone had stolen my car or maybe Luke had just borrowed it or maybe……