Raining Down

DARKNESS OH SO DEEP THAT I COULDN'T EVEN SLEEP. MY HEART CRIED TO MY SOUL SEEKING ANSWERS TO THE UNEXPLAINABLE. BUT MY SOUL WAS CONFUSED BY THE DEEP DARKNESS OF THIS STORM. HOW CAN THIS BE SHE SAID ALL OF THIS IS SO SUDDEN IT HIT ME OUT OF NOWHERE. MY SPIRIT FLEW INTO SHUTDOWN MODE WITH NO WORDS TO SPEAK. FEELING VULNERABLE AND WEAK HUMILITY ROSE MY BEING. THE RAIN CAME DOWN LIKE A STORM IN HURRICANE SEASON. RUSHING THROUGH MY BODY I CRIED LIKE I NEVER CRIED BEFORE. I SCREAMED LIKE I NEVER SCREAMED BEFORE HOW CAN I BE GOING THROUGH THIS. I GAVE MY ALL AND DID WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO BUT FOR ALL OF IT TO BE BLOWN UP. IN MY FACE FOR IT ALL TO BE A HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT IS LIKE NOTHING I NEVER FELT. HOW CAN I GO ON LIKE THIS WILL I BE ABLE TO BE ALL THAT IS ACCQUIRED OF ME. THE RAIN IS POURING ON MY SOUL AND LEAVING IT WOUNDED WITH SCARS OF BETRAYAL. ANGER AROSE AS I LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW MY FLESH WAS BURNING AND MY HEART WAS POUNDING. HOW CAN I TRUST AGAIN HOW CAN I ACCEPT THE OUTCOME THIS SITUATION. THE RAIN HAS FINALLY STOPPED AND I AM HERE TO FACE THE MUSIC.