Questions

Which is foolish because I'm grown. Why do I feel this way?I feel so completely alone, Please not another crazy day. I feel so confused, And as a child I was abused. I've made it through a lot, For my life I have fought. So this should be a breeze, Instead I stand here and freeze. "What the hell is this?" I hiss. Everything haunts me from my past, I wonder how long this will last. Does this feeling ever go away? "Please release me Lord," I pray. Take this hurt from me, And show me a path I can see. I need your help and power, Not the devils limes that are sour. Please give me the strength to live, I have so much love to give. In time I hope to be stronger, To see the joy of life last longer. Will this day ever come? For thinking this I feel dumb. Will things ever be the same, Or is this going to be an ongoing game?