Questions

I question myself every time I write a poem what inspire me,what should I say what should I write,I wonder about it all the time. am I in love or am I depressed or am full of happiness and sorrow. what's the point,whats the reason.am I happy or am I sad. should I be inspired with my work.. should I say it's a work art,there's so much to say in my poetry but I have to shorten it. but i'm glad for my writing ability and the surrounding around me. thank you