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I don't know what else to feel its like I'm slipping i don't know whats real the room is getting dark and it seems like your the only one who talks all control i had is no longer mine its like I'm no longer in charge of time things are so unclear I'm filled with fear how did things get this bad i feel like i cant even smile the only emotion i have is sad when did things get to be this hard? you cant just fix this with a greeting card I'm fighting to stay awake but the more i fight the less i can take why are you doing this to me? why make me feel so lost i cant see? see what?, see this see nothing, what did i miss? what turn was off the map? what made me fear everything even your tap? the world is no longer my friend i don't even know if it really existed is it the end? but wait i hear something what is it i don't know anything i hear cries but who could it be is it a surprise? the more time i spend here the louder it gets now I'm growing to be very upset are those cries for me or are they for you? anyway i didn't even ask who are you? this cant be true are you saying in general? that everyone is here to attend my funeral? how do you know it wasn't some lie you read? are you saying i cant see them because I'm dead?