Questions

I feel so completely alone, Which is foolish because I am grown. Why do I feel this way? Please not another crazy day! I feel so confused, And as a child I was abused. I've made it threw a lot, For my life I have fought. So this should be a breeze, Instead I stand here and freeze. What the hell is this I hiss. Everything haunts me from my past, I wonder how long this will last. Does this feeling ever go away? Please release me lord I pray. Take this hurt from me, And show me a path I can see. I need your help and power, Not the devils limes that are sour. Please give me the strength to live, I have so much to give. In time I hope to be stronger, To see the joy of life last longer. Will this day ever come? For thinking this I feel dumb. Will things ever be the same? Or will this be an ongoing game?