Questioning

Is this the road to recovery Or the slip lane of delusion? Stuck on the hard shoulder Trying to see through the illusion Another episode of mania Of hypnosis and psychosis? Responsibilities I cannot face Ever searching for my faith Standing firm, in spite of myself No guidance, no voices, no care No groups, no discussions or therapy The only one to judge is me Hoping to feel safe once more (if I ever did before) Seeking approval, reassurance from myself Questioning my mental health