Pushing Away

Every day I go to school and every one is there They try to help me and I push them away I give them grief I make them mad I give them a reason to hate me and a reason to push me away I hope one day they will realize why I do what I do I do feel bad about pushing them away But I do it for my own good So I guess I’m doing myself a favor I push and push And push some more I make them leave and they don’t come back It is my fault But I can’t help it Sadly it’s true