Promises

I promised myself no more pain, but the pain's still deep inside. Thoughts of future, love and gain, but this pain I can not hide. I promised myself no more hurt, but the hurt's still deep inside. I'd have no boyfriend, I'd be a flirt, and my head would be my guide. I promised myself no more fight, but the fight's still deep inside. Thoughts of anger, full of spite, for all boyfriends who have lied. I promised myself no more cry, but the cry's still deep inside. For no one to hear and no one to sye, for my heart went along for the ride.