Prince and Legend

Sitting outside just thinking about you Lord knows before you and your brother my life was a mess I did not even expect to make it this far in life the way I was going in life But then in 2015 and 2016 God blessed me with you and your brother and I knew at that moment it was time time for me to be better because not only I am living my life for me but for you and your brother Prince you are my 1st love my miracle son My son that shown me that life is more then what I was making it out to be That though the storm and pain There is a rainbow at the end of the storm You are a fighter and because you fought for your life I fought even harder You gave me the strength to keep going and to never give up my dear Prince you might not understand it now But You Gave me faith and hope and my Dear Legend my wild child you gave me patients you gave me understanding that no matter how hard life gets you can still smile I have never met a child who love a mother the way you love me and I am amaze by the love you have for me My boys I love you both so much And I thank the Lord for you both everyday because without you two I might not even be here right now I made a promise that no matter what happens though our struggling days I WILL NEVER GIVE UP though the pain and tears you both do not understand that mama cry I WILL KEEP FIGHTING I WILL PROTECT YOU BOTH WITH MY LAST BREATH and even though life is not the best I will not give up for nothing in this world You both need me BUT I NEED YOU BOTH MORE YOU BOTH ARE MY EVERYTHING AND I LOVE YOU MORE THEN I LOVE MYSELF I cant wait until you get older so I can say thank you I love you my Prince I love you Legend God have blessed me with 2 amazing Kings Zayaine and Zamair MY HEART MY EVERYTHING MY LOVES JUST KNOW MAMA WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND NEVER GIVE UP