Pretending You Don'T Matter Anymore

It's just another late quiet night I sit here all alone trying to gather my thoughts I hide behind this and I hide behind that But the one thing I can't hide from is myself I sit here and I pretend… Pretend I don't miss you Pretend I don't think about you And pretend that I’m not still in love with you I pretend that the silence and the distance Between us doesn’t get the best of me But you are that one person I can't shake You are my first thought every morning And my last before I close my eyes For so long I have tried to move on I've done everything I know to do But my heart just won't let u go It's you it's always ever been you And there's nothing I wouldn't I do If we could just be us again I wish you'd  tell me what it is I have to do To make you mine again You and me were perfect together No one can compare Or even come close What we had comes once in a lifetime And I don't want this to be the end You say I have your heart And babe you know you’ve got mine I've told you this time and time again And I've done everything to prove it to you We’ve been thru too much And we’ve come too far To give up on us now I've waited all this time And if waiting is what it takes I’ll wait now and forever Cuz I could never feel for someone The way I felt for you You were you are and you always have been My one true love My soulmate My best friend And no one could ever take your place I just wish you could see it to There's nothing I wouldn't give …If you’d just let me come back to you I love you!!!!!!!