Press Rewind

IF ONLY I COULD GO BACK AND TAKE A SECOND LOOK AT THE CHOICES I MADE. FIGHTING, SCREAMING WANTING MY WAY DIDN'T CARE WHO I HURT OR WHAT IT MIGHT DO TO ME. I WAS SELFISH AND I DIDN'T CARE ABOUT NOTHING OR NOBODY I HAD A NASTY ATTITIUDE. MY MOUTH WAS ON A RAMPAGE I WAS USING IT TO ALL THE ADVANTAGES I COULD. NO MATTER WHAT I THOUGHT OF ONLY MYSELF AND MY OWN FEELINGS THE WAY I TREATED MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS. I HAVE PUSHED THEM AWAY I HAVE DESERTED THEM I HAVE GONE TO THE EXTREME IF ONLY I COULD HAVE THEM BACK. I TOOK THEM FOR GRANTED I TURN THE ICE COLD SHOULDER ON THEM BUT NOW I AM EXPERIENCING THEIR PAIN. FROM PEOPLE WHO COULD CARE LESS ABOUT MY WELL BEING WHO WOULDN'T CARE IF I DIED TOMORROW. I SEE WHERE I HAVE MESSED UP THE SUN IS SETTING ON MY SKY AND IT IS DARK AND GLOOMY. THE CLOUDS ARE GATHERING TO CREATE A SHOWER FROM THE SKY. THE TEARS ARE STREAMING DOWN MY FACE I CANNOT GO ON THIS WAY. I NEED RESTORATION I NEED RE-EVALUATION. TO RESTORE WHAT HAS BEEN TAKEN AWAY FROM ME.