Prayer of Blessings

God is pushing me one way but I continue to fight his hand in reluctance-ly I come before him to repent of my sins, your servant accepting responsibility to remain humble- ly I fall to your every word because I know you have a plan for me, However, sometimes I do not follow your direction because I am not perfect even though sometimes I may think I am perfect-ly Made to do your will, but if I do not honor you I do not deserve your blessing. I deserve to lose because I live life so loose-ly Spitting on the love you showed me as your blood shed for everyone including me, I know you have a plan for me but I don’t deserve it, because I keep bowing to my sin crucifying you every day-ly Leading to destruction without much construction, because I never used the tools you gave me to their potential-ly I see what could be and I realize I am not perfect so I pray and say please no blessings if I am not honoring thee. Christianity is a constant battle, and perfection is something only one man reached, but we can still strive to be the best we can be. p.s. Now read this poem adding LY to the last word of certain lines, converting the word to its adverb form and becoming the starting point for the corresponding line.