Pool of Darkness April 18 2010

Jumbled thoughts fill my head, none of it makes any sense. Walking around on pins and needles, my life is so intense. Relaxed I could never be, I worry all the time. A racing mind, I can't make it stop, craziness, a single word used to define. The craziness takes over me, swallowing me as a whole. Swimming alone in a pool of darkness, I have suddenly lost all control. Giving up and giving in, to the demons in my head. A never ending battle I face, that will haunt me till I'm dead. I find myself spacing off, drifting further from reality. To much clutter to muttle through, here's a vivid description of what I see. Trapped so deep inside myself, hiding from the shame. Searching deep, far and wide, for a place to lay the blame. With no where to run, and no place to hide. the truth so dark, yet, I know I must face, but in who do I confide.