Point of Conviction

I lie in bed awake as the darkness over takes a prisoner it seems stuck in a bad dream it's not just some mistake it's my resting place, a break from something real to all this pain I feel. Words are not enough to tell you how I feel. the way the pain beats and i can not break free. I find I'm not that strong, strong enough to be alone. I can't seem to find my way to get through this. Dwelling in my shame, I'm the only one to blame,this truth I dare not hide because it's burning me alive. This pain deep within me has caused me to see. This hate I have inside has only left me BLIND!