Please Forgive Me

I entertained.....am guilty I can be mean, mine comes with the depth of the attachment Am such a b...., the b word with its five little devils Oh my God Now I pay the price, it's an expensive one It may cost me many years The thought of seeing another woman cry, breaks me The heart break of another, that may have been my own doing, kills me No more running, its all chaotic now No medicine can heal the damage caused No cure can reverse, that preventable mess This prideful heart comes into terms, That forgiveness is the only way