Please Come Back

You know you matter to me. You may think you don't because of how i act. But if you saw my heart, im sure you would think differently. You all. Everyone of you. We've been through so much. The fights. The arguments. The sorrow. The happiness. The hate. The love. The forgiveness. The maturity and immaturity. I know we are separated now because we can't forgive each other.. But why... You guys are the only people in my life.. And you chose to walk away from each other just because you didnt like something. We are family for crying out loud. FAMILY!!!! The only time we come together is... i.... i dont even know anymore... We barely come together... even on holidays... You guys used to be so tight. You guys would share laughs. And share adventures. You guys would go places together and when i sat back and watched, i saved those memories. Because now all i can do is cry. I look at us now and we mean nothing to each other. When will you all realize we matter to each other? When will you all see that with out each other we will fall and we will never get up because we... US!! Its all that we can believe in. We are all that we can believe in now. You guys used to be my happiness. You guys used to be my smile. My love and my kindness. My humbleness and peace. You guys are what kept me going... And now... i sit in my room, and these memories flood my mind. Sweet... amazing memories... And i can't help but cry. Cry, because i realize we have fallen so far from each other. You guys dont care anymore. Why dont you care.. What is so bad that you all stepped away? Please... please im begging you... You all are my family... Please come back to me.. I want to see you guys..I want to be with you all again.. please.. i need you guys... Please.... I can't do this by myself anymore....