Play Me a Violin

this my pain that never really goes away has become so much another part of me a part that comes and goes like the changing moon phases this vicious cycle of hurt in me just goes round and round like a ring and it never seems to cease or halt and it hurts so bad it really hurts! and maybe if i hug myself tight i could squeeze it put eventually so let me sit here on this grass with the rain falling ll over me let me cry till i find some peace till this pain,i can no more see that these tears mingle with the rain and i shall feel no more pain and this cold make my skin numb for more man y a trying time here i am all alone how I've been how I'll always be but maybe just maybe will you hold m y hand and squeeze just a tiny bit so i may feel alone no more so i may feel someone listening to my pain for just this once for it seems no one ever understands my tears maybe I'm just too complicated so just play me a violin a slow,sad,soothing song maybe over this pain, I'll win and feel much better ere long then i shall lay on my pillow and let my last tears follow and cry one again to sleep but awake manana with new hope.